Thursday, April 17, 2008

Brick

It's hard not to sound crazy, but...

You make me so mad. I want to throw a brick, I want to scream. I want to break something to let loose this anger but I don't think it would ever work. That star you made just became a swirling vortex of red energy, feeding off all these negative emotions.

You hurt me, a lot more than I expected you would. I cycle between feeling hurt and angry and I want to make the cycle stop.

Still, the truth will always be, you hurt me. Whatever reason you had you could've told me and I'd be fine (theoretically...). I trusted you and you hurt me and I feel weak and vulnerable for feeling this way but I can't replace it with anything else. You make me want a cigarette. Yes, that is bad.

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