Today, the world has shifted on its axis. Today, everything is not as it should. The world has something wrong with it, a kink in the system.
Today, I woke up and things didn't miraculously change. I didn't just make up my mind in regards to staying single or getting back together. Last time I did it on a whim and paid for it; this time I'm thinking it over. Today, one of my friends is hurting because another friend... And I've invariably taken her side again. Sometimes that's pretty easy when she's the one who's hurting.
Today, I may listen to the same song over and over because it's the only that really makes sense. Or, it's the only that I'm allowing to make sense.
Today, my emotions, which usually function to enhance and augment my writing, are hampering it. And, today, my room is also cold.
But these things can only last for so long. The world will soon buckle its belt and return its seat to the upright position; my friend won't hurt forever; my other friend... I may one day understand him; I won't keep listening to the same sorta-sad song; my emotions will even out; my university will FINALLY turn the heat on.
And Z? Well, he'll be okay, too, no matter what I do. And so will I. I'll be okay.
I'll be okay.
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